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[Intro]
Uh hi, everyone
My name is Murs, and uh
Yeah, I’ve had a rough couple years
But uh, you know
I guess I was depressed
I don’t feel depressed anymore
Uh, you know I’m just this point where I’m not too high
And I’m not too low, I’m just here
And that’s okay
And there’s a word for that
It’s called ‘melancholy’
Yeah

[Verse 1]
They say that happiness is a choice
Well, I guess they get to choose
Put all them so-called friends with they fake ass friends
Ain’t never been in my shoes
Had my back up against the wall
’bout to jump up off the edge
Just paid for a shrink but she made me think
That the problem’s all in my head
So with that said, I went solo
On my own tryna face my fears
I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got real
So I started writing this right here
And it took me years to get to this point
Where I don’t wanna die every day
You can’t put it in your mind to be down all the time
’cause the sun go shine anyway

[Chorus]
I been walking down this road, eyes closed
Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
Blindfold, eyes closed
Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
And it takes a toll on my soul
Said it takes a toll on my soul
Walking down this road, eyes closed
Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
Don’t mean to make you feel bad
Because you think that I’m sad
No need for you to feel sorry
Bro, I’m just melancholy
Don’t mean to make you feel bad
Because you think that I’m sad
No need for you to feel sorry
Bro, I’m just melancholy

[Verse 2]
Now I heard they call me crazy
I just act like I can’t hear
But they ain’t had it this rough or even lost as much
As I did in just one year
Have you ever had the feeling like you don’t wanna die
But like, wait, still not wanna be here
That fog roll in and them days get dark
And it start getting hard for you to see clear
I know that pain too well
I swear I been through hell
If I don’t smile or [?]
Just worry ’bout yourself
I tell ’em leave me ‘lone, I’m just in my zone
But some people can’t take the hint
When my life so strange, I been through so much change
Why would I need yo’ two cents?
But everybody got they ideas
On how to make my pain go away
But opinions is just like a SoundCloud page
Everybody got one these days
So you can kill the interrogation
‘Cause you only wasting your time
If you mind your business then I mind mine
And everything gon’ be just fine

[Chorus]
I been walking down this road, eyes closed
Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
Blindfold, eyes closed
Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
And it takes a toll on my soul
Said it takes a toll on my soul
Walking down this road, eyes closed
Reaching for a future that I cannot hold
Don’t mean to make you feel bad
Because you think that I’m sad
No need for you to feel sorry
Bro, I’m just melancholy
Don’t mean to make you feel bad
Because you think that I’m sad
No need for you to feel sorry
Bro, I’m just melancholy

Banks
Check it
Yo
Ringing on your line like whats your favorite scary movie
Terrorizing here to Sydney tap your kidney with the toolie
Ima need my fucking money like sours told by Mookie
Had you jumping out the window hopping fences like the stookies
Box cutter tucker back when I be acting snoopy
Nigga miss me with the deuces taking shotys blast and move me
Known to make it gloomy won’t be honored when they choose me
I survived the gunfire fuck a comet going do to me
We dont go for threats so watch the way you talk around me
Better pumps your fucking breaks I had to park you like Jabari
Yea yea I came in like gorilas til they stomp you out the party
Trying to show off to these bitches can’t sponsor out here probably
Shit I never had the time for hating tools for domination
Threesomes for minuscule purposes bring the chronic cases
Made it from the underground wrote all my names around the basement
VVS target practice raise aim out the bracelet
Been the nicest niggas pretending they won’t acknowledge it
The one your local mc secretly got a problem with
Magnum fully loaded still left overs from my rookie clip
Professional curve a bmw had me pussy whip
Patience standard in your passport you never took the trip
My mirror took it in memories flashbacks when I look at it
You freezing out here trying to find a loophole too cold
Told my jeweler like my timepieces two tone blue gold
Keep em changing every day I miss the news though new code
Ain’t the cheddar got the cover of the crew blown you told
Outages from me shocking the world thats black energy
Balling want to lock niggas up like Pat Beverly
Last cd was 45 cases I’m back desert E
Gun pass to all my receivers mental telepathy
Raise the complexity it takes longer to get things by
Bullet wound in your size envious shit brings wild
In the machines it becomes easier to gas off pile
Shooting for the stars you trying to block the shot foul
Sometimes I resurrect my old style
Never changed when they changed up then, I won’t now
Yea
At your request

Yeah, ay, wha? yeah

You don’t love me tho
You don’t want me tho ay
You don’t love me tho ay
You don’t love me hoe yeah
You don’t love me tho yeah ay
You don’t want me hoe yeah ay
You don’t love me tho yeah ay
You don’t want me hoe yeah yeah

I smoked vanilla ways roll
She ain’t having money we’re oh
She acts like a bitch, yeah, she gon’ swallow my kids yeah
Putting my goon in her face oh
Pull away I need some space oh
I do not feel like I’m chained uh
[?]

You don’t love me tho
You don’t want me tho ay
You don’t love me tho ay
You don’t love me hoe yeah
You don’t love me tho yeah ay
You don’t want me hoe yeah ay
You don’t love me tho yeah ay
You don’t want me hoe yeah yeah

I like fucking hoes
I don’t care if she thick
I put my dick in that bih what?
I like fucking hoes
I don’t care if she thick
I put my dick in that bih what?
I put my dick in that bih what?
Wha? Wha? Wha? Wha? Wha? Wha? Wha?
Ay

You don’t love me tho
You don’t want me tho ay
You don’t love me tho ay
You don’t love me hoe yeah
You don’t love me tho yeah ay
You don’t want me hoe yeah ay
You don’t love me tho yeah ay
You don’t want me hoe yeah yeah

Outta booth, outta booth, ay I’m outta booth
Haha oh fuck yeah, Xanarchy gang bitch

Xanarchy

[Chorus]
Last night I mixed Patron with the Henney
Last night I said some things that I shouldn’t
Last night I took it too far and you took it all wrong
Liquor and misunderstanding

[Verse 1]
Baby I went too hard
Baby I went too far
Why you gotta be such a wild card
I can never predict what you’re on
Simple conversations turn to interrogation
Now we fucking up the room out in Vegas
Say whatever just to get in your feelings
Tell the security to mind their business
And no that nigga ain’t me
You know that nigga ain’t fly though
You must be sipping out the bottle
Its getting hard to see the difference between you and these models
Guess that’s where it all went wrong
Saying things we can never take back
In a glass house throwing stones

[Chorus]
Last night I mixed Patron with the Henney
Last night I said some things that I shouldn’t
Last night I took it too far and you took it all wrong
Liquor and misunderstanding
Last night I mixed Patron with the Henney
Last night I said some things that I shouldn’t
Last night I took it too far and you took it all wrong
Liquor and misunderstanding

[Verse 2]
I guess that liquor and feelings don’t mix
I know that I’m out of line when you get me to calling you bitch
I know my mama ain’t raised me to talk to no woman like this
How do you get the worst out of me
You know I could never be proud of that
But fuck it ain’t no really going back
To the way things used to
I ain’t never been what you used to
All the bullshit that you do
Its going to make me find a new you
Guess that’s where it all went wrong
Saying things we can never take back
In a glass house throwing stones

[Chorus]
Last night I mixed Patron with the Henney
Last night I said some things that I shouldn’t
Last night I took it too far and you took it all wrong
Liquor and misunderstanding
Last night I mixed Patron with the Henney
Last night I said some things that I shouldn’t
Last night I took it too far and you took it all wrong
Liquor and misunderstanding

[Outro]
In a glass house throwing stones
You know that nigga ain’t me
Saying things we can never take back

[Verse 1]
Always out of place, I knew I needed something new for me
I never knew just what that was, yeah
Finding something safe was just like trying to catch a bird in flight
I knew that I would never touch

[Pre-Chorus]
But now I won’t let go
‘Cause I’m happy to call this

[Chorus]
Home
No more running
I’m good knowing
That I belong
(Happy to call this)
Home
I got loving
Inside this island
Don’t care who knows it
(Happy to call this)
Home
(Oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh)

[Verse 2]
Shedding all that insecurity, I kind of found a new me
I’m OK with how that feels, yeah
Being me was hard enough so being someone else was too much
All I want is something real

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I won’t let go
‘Cause I’m happy to call this

[Chorus]
Home
No more running
I’m good knowing
That I belong
(Happy to call this)
Home
I got loving
Inside this island
Don’t care who knows it
(Happy to call this)
Home
(Oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh)

[Bridge]
Home is where you’re happy
Home is when you’re right where you should be
Find where you’re happy
‘Cause I’m happy to call this

[Chorus]
Home
No more running
I’m good knowing
That I belong
(Happy to call this)
Home
I got loving
Inside this island
Don’t care who knows it
(Happy to call this)
Home
(Oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh)