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ねぇ、君はもう忘れたかな
二人で見た映画の結末みたいな
キスで 甘い時間過ごした
あれもこれも全部嘘になってしまうの

プレゼントにはいつも下手な文字の手紙
嬉しかったけど
読み返すたび 今は悲しくなるだけ
もう戻れないの

君が居ない夜にも慣れてきたけど
自分が自分じゃないみたいだよ
もう一度 もう一度 抱きしめられたい
(XOXO) 後悔ばかり
もしあの時しがみついていたら
今も隣にいてくれたかな
もう一度 もう一度 名前を呼んで
(XOXO) 忘れるなんてできないよ

ねぇ、私だけが悪いの?
思ってたより君を傷つけてたから
言いたい事ならまだまだあったけど
下を向いたら何も言えなかったよ

街灯に照らされて 一人帰る道は
涙が溢れる
君無しの未来 生きる時が来るなんて
思わなかった

君が居ない夜にも慣れてきたけど
次のイメージなんてできないよ
この気持ち知られたら もっと辛くなる
(XOXO) バカみたいだから
終わりが来ること知ってたら きっと
最初から好きになんてならない
どうしてもっと早く気付けなかったの
(XOXO) 代わりなんていないよ

いつもの場所に置き去りの合鍵は
私みたいに忘れられていくのかな

君が居ない夜にも慣れてきたけど
自分が自分じゃないみたいだよ
もう一度 もう一度 抱きしめられたい
(XOXO) 後悔ばかり
もしあの時しがみついていたら
今も隣にいてくれたかな
もう一度 もう一度 名前を呼んで
(XOXO) 忘れるなんてできないよ

[Verse 1]
I’m floored, I’m floored, I know this
You like me in small doses
What am I suppose to do with that?
Yeah, yeah, ooh
You say I bring the drama
Like you got halos on ya’
Half the time it’s you that makes it bad
Yeah, yeah, ooh

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m wild and jealous, insane
I’m scared but I don’t run away (you do)
It’s pissing me off when you say
"Calm down, calm down," like that
You know that I’m in it for real
And you know everything that I feel
Yeah to me, it is a big deal
So don’t come at me like that

[Chorus]
And it’s true
I can’t seem to shake it loose
‘Cause all this insecurity’s hurtin’ me tighter
Tryin’ to be perfect for you
I’m done jumping through hoops
There’s too much time I’ve wasted out chasin’
I’ll face it, I cannot be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect
Yeah I cannot be perfect for you

[Verse 2]
I wear emotions on my sleeve
I say exactly what I mean
Isn’t that real enough for you?
Yeah, yeah, ooh
I got no shame, I trust myself
Won’t change for you and no one else
Making me feeling I”m not enough when I am

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m wild and jealous, insane
I’m scared but I don’t run away (you do)
It’s pissing me off when you say
"Calm down, calm down," like that
You know that I’m in it for real
And you know everything that I feel
Yeah to me, it is a big deal
So don’t come at me like that

[Chorus]
And it’s true
I can’t seem to shake it loose
‘Cause all this insecurity’s hurtin’ me tighter
Tryin’ to be perfect for you
I’m done jumping through hoops
There’s too much time I’ve wasted out chasin’
I’ll face it, I cannot be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect
Yeah I cannot be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect
Yeah I cannot be perfect for you

[Bridge]
So love me and leave me alone
So love me and leave me alone
So love me and leave me alone
So love me and leave me alone

[Chorus]
And it’s true
I can’t seem to shake it loose
‘Cause all this insecurity’s hurtin’ me tighter
Tryin’ to be perfect for you
I’m done jumping through hoops
There’s too much time I’ve wasted out chasin’
I’ll face it, I cannot be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect
Yeah I cannot be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect for you
Be perfect
Yeah I cannot be perfect for you

[Verse 1]
He asked me for his Iron Maiden shirt back
It crushed me, ’cause it was the best one I had
Tell me why it’s gotta be this way, why it’s gotta be this way
What did I do, what did I say?
I’m fighting like crazy, ’cause things ain’t the same

[Chorus]
James has changed
He don’t want me anymore
I feel strange, he don’t love me like he did before
It’s a shame, ’cause my James was all I had
And he’s not even sad

[Verse 2]
I don’t care if he’s not the right one for me, no
‘Cause sometimes the wrong ones are just what you need (I wish you’d tell me)
Tell me what are you supposed to do, what are you supposed to do
When he won’t even look at you
It kills me, I wish it was killing him too

[Chorus]
James has changed
He don’t want me anymore
I feel strange, he don’t love me like he did before
It’s a shame, ’cause my James was all I had
And he’s not even sad
James has changed
He don’t want me anymore
It’s insane, ’cause he wanted me so bad before
It’s a shame, ’cause my James don’t even cry
And he won’t tell me why

[Bridge]
We used to have fun together
We used to be dumb together
But now I’m just dumb and all alone
I gave you my heart forever
Suddenly it’s so whatever
You want your shit back
But you should know
I’ll never let it go

[Chorus]
James has changed
He don’t want me anymore
I feel strange, he don’t love me like he did before
It’s a shame, ’cause my James was all I had
And he’s not even sad
James has changed
He don’t want me anymore
It’s insane, ’cause he wanted me so bad before
It’s a shame, ’cause my James don’t even cry
And he won’t tell me why

[Verse 1]
I will go, I will go, I will go insane
If you never fight back when I complain
Do you mind, do you mind stepping up your game?
Got me wondering why you acting so damn plain

[Pre-Chorus]
I get it, I’m sorry, I thought that we would be
So honest, we promised, don’t stay mad at me
I get it, I’m sorry, I’m blaming jealousy
If I’m honest, will you promise

[Chorus]
Don’t leave me blindfolded it’s on you
When all I’m asking for is the truth
Don’t leave me blindfolded wish I could
Put them on a public watch
So that I can read your thoughts

[Verse 2]
What am I, what am I, what I am doing?
What if it’s in my head and I lose him?
Can we talk, can we talk, can we talk again?
One more time, let me in, please listen

[Pre-Chorus]
I get it, I’m sorry, I thought that we would be
So honest, we promised, don’t stay mad at me
I get it, I’m sorry, I’m blaming jealousy
If I’m honest, will you promise

[Chorus]
Don’t leave me blindfolded, it’s on you
When all I’m asking for is the truth
Don’t leave me blindfolded, wish I could
Put them on a public watch so that I can read your thoughts

[Pre-Chorus]
I get it, I’m sorry, I thought that we would be
So honest, we promised, don’t stay mad at me
I get it, I’m sorry, I’m blaming jealousy
If I’m honest, will you promise

[Chorus]
Don’t leave me blindfolded, it’s on you
When all I’m asking for is the truth
Don’t leave me blindfolded, wish I could
Put them on a public watch so that I can read your thoughts

[Verse 1]
Woke up in the cell, where am I at?
Yeah, it’s cold, but I like that
What am I, trapped?
Heart’s beating out of my chest
Door’s locked, but the keys are in my hands
Hm, yeah, that’s weird, it doesn’t make sense, does it?
I make songs, I don’t make friends, judge me
Might smile, but it ain’t that funny
Sing along to the pain, they love it
Life’s like a merry-go-round
And I’m still tryna figure it out
I like space, I don’t fit in the crowds
My whole life I’ve been airin’ it out
Oh, I’m gettin’ into character now
Feels wrong, but it feels right
My feelings seal tight real nice
But I will fight anything to win
But I’m not Mike Tyson, I won’t bite ya’
But I will tell you if I don’t like you
I am not the norm
I got my own shoes, I ain’t tryna fit in yours
I never been married, but I’ve felt divorced
*Hi, I’m Nate, have we met before?*
Somebody told you I was wack? Check the source
Somebody told you I was back? Yes, of course
You got a problem with the fans? There’s the door
You lookin’ for the old me? Check the morgue, agh!
Not a fortune-teller, but I can see into the future better
Ain’t no tellin’ what’ll happen when I pick up the microphone, get the fans together
Same style, but the songs are better
Been a year and a half, feels like it’s gone forever
Ain’t no drink in my hand, but you know the buzz is comin’
Big steps in the game, yeah, the Hulk is running
My thoughts are funny, it feels like I’m onto something, yeah

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m high off the music, my head’s in the clouds
I kinda like it up here, I am not comin’ down
I’d rather be alone, I am not good in crowds
Which is kinda confusin’, I’ve no been that way since a child
They laughin’, they tell me I’ll never get out
I’m just tryna be me, I am nobody else
I don’t care what you think, I’m just bein’ myself
So I guess for now

[Chorus]
I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I guess I’ll be the outcast

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I guess I don’t fit the mold of rap
‘Cause I’m respectin’ women
"I heard your record, I was laughin at it"
Maybe they would like me more if I got a little graphic with it
Nah, I don’t wanna blend in with you little rappin’ idiots, I’d rather be the outcast
I ain’t never puttin’ out trash
I take a hundred and staple it right to my tongue
I always put the money where my mouth’s at, ah!
Feels good to be here now
I’m a weird person with a weird crowd
What, you don’t like that?
That’s cool, that’s great, that’s fine, okay, you can leave now
Got a weird smile, but I like it though
I paint it on me and I’m walkin’ to the microphone
And put the caution tape around me like I did in Intro I, yeah!
Yeah, they got me reminiscin’ now!
Yeah, you done know I’m ’bout to go mad
Never wanted something so bad
Goosebumps through the whole track
Ain’t no way I’m gonna hold back
Got me thinkin’ that I’m cookin’ in a meth lab
I don’t blow it up in front of my own eyes
You look a little lost, you ain’t get that?
Comin’ from a town where nobody hears a rap like this
I never get the memo, must’ve missed that
Wow!
Here I go in my feelings again, I can feel it again
So I lay in my bed, in my cell with the pen
And I dwell on my sins, I keep wonderin’ when
Time to open the the doors, they don’t know who I am
But I pick up the keys and I put on my Timbs
And I stare at the locks and the tat on my skin
And I think to myself, "I don’t wanna fit in"

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m high off the music, my head’s in the clouds
I kinda like it up here, I am not comin’ down
I’d rather be alone, I am not good in crowds
Which is kinda confusin’, I’ve no been that way since a child
They laughin’, they tell me I’ll never get out
I’m just tryna be me, I am nobody else
I don’t care what you think, I’m just bein’ myself
So I guess for now

[Chorus]
Yeah, I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I guess I’ll be the outcast

[Verse 3]
Yeah, tryna focus
Take a knife to my head then I cut it open
Take my brain, put it on the floor tryna figure out my motives
Y’all thought I was an issue when the door was locked
Nah, you should see me when the door opens
Every night I can hear voices
Put a camera in my face, might turn Joker like I’m Mike Posner
Always been a little complex
Difficult to process
Some of y’all wanna sit around and try to pick apart my bars
Here’s some lines you could dissect:
If I’ma die, I’ma die givin’ everything that I have
Take a deep breath, I don’t need y’all’s respect
I’m a reject kid at recess playin’ games with his make-believe friends
Yeah, I don’t ever take a night off
Lights off in the room and I write songs
I might fall into my thoughts once in a while when the mic’s off
You ain’t ever seen no drive like mine, better hop outta my car
I’m about to unlock my doors
You ain’t got a seat belt on, better find one
Gettin’ sick of people tellin’ me to smile more
T.S. was a chapter I’ll never forget, it was therapy for me
But it’s time to turn the page now
Hey, shut up! I’m tryna tell ’em my story!
I’m sorry, I wasn’t yellin’ at y’all, I was talkin’ to the voices
I rip out the drums of the industry’s ears for tryin’ to ignore me and playin’ while singin’ this chorus

[Chorus]
I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I guess I’ll be the outcast

[Chorus]
I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I’ll just be the outcast
I guess I’ll be the outcast