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[Chorus]
Did this by myself, they said I sold my soul
(But they can’t tell me nothing)
Will the fast life ever end for me? Nobody knows
(I told them imma keep on stuntin’)
I wonder who would stick beside me if I lost it all
If I was spendin’ reckless would you let me blow it all?
You was there when it was time to ball
If I’m ever losing hope, you don’t ignore my calls

[Verse 1]
In L.A. I’m hidin’ from my problems and the snow
I start feelin’ empty when my cup is low
Watch your drink around me, I spent three rack on my coat
Fell in love with money, first damn bag that I sold
Fuckin’ hoes and shopping gettin’ old
And he still fucked a stripper, came straight off the pole
You should know the game is sold, I never told
My favorite rappers washed up in the gettin’ old
I just seen your favorite rapper in the store
I just bought in cash, she put that shit on hold
I got a lot but yeah, I still want more
Count this money ’til my thumbs get sore

[Chorus]
Did this by myself, they said I sold my soul
(But they can’t tell me nothing)
Will the fast life ever end for me? Nobody knows
(I told them imma keep on stuntin’)
I wonder who would stick beside me if I lost it all
If I was spendin’ records would you let me blow it all?
You was there when it was time to ball
If I’m ever losing hope, you don’t ignore my calls

[Verse 2]
My bro just told that the streets is all he know
Sendin’ money every month to give him hope
My cup is re-up, had to scrape it out the bowl
I heard he robbed the plug and now he sellin’ dope
My teachers used to call me dumb and sent me home
Karma is a bitch, and he report your soul
I just seen to rollies and I both them both
God gave me two pinkies, I put rings on both
They wanna see me lose, that’s nothing new
All this ice help me keep my cool
Couldn’t handle the pressure if you were in my shoes
I made it, I still work like I’ve got something to prove

[Chorus]
Did this by myself, they said I sold my soul
(But they can’t tell me nothing)
Will the fast life ever end for me? Nobody knows
(I told them imma keep on stuntin’)
I wonder who would stick beside me if I lost it all
If I was spendin’ records would you let me blow it all?
You was there when it was time to ball
If I’m ever losing hope, you don’t ignore my calls

I just hope you don’t forget
Alright
I just hope you love me dead
Alright
This might be my final kiss
Alright
I just hope that I’ll be missed
Alright

And if you reminisce
I hope you find some shit
That helps you benefit and
Alright
These are crucial times
I wish the pain in me committed suicide and alright

Let my Mom control my will
Alright
Leave my friends with all a mill
Alright
Tell them all it’s not their fault
Alright
Tell my fans they feel like god
Alright

You know my stress stretches zip codes
Tryna go 100 on E
Tryna flip lows
Into muses
Do what I do’s
If deaths comes in threes then pain comes in twos’
Thank you Mom
You’re the only thing that keeps me here
I bought depression on the low but it wasn’t cheap this year
I think I reached a tier
Where everyday I keep a tear
Tucked in the holster
Like I’m tryna conceal a piece in here
I need peace in here
I’ll do whatever
On the road to finding happiness
I’ll lose whatever
That’s how I’m feelin as of late
Got a lot up on my plate
These are shoes I got exclusive
I don’t expect you to relate
It’s not written on my face
Nah its buried deep
They see me as strong
So I can’t come off very weak
I been havin scary dreams
Of death destruction despair
I guess I’m lost tryna find someone who really cares

And if you reminisce
I hope you find some shit
That helps you benefit and
Alright
These are crucial times
I wish the pain in me committed suicide and alright

Let my Mom control my will
Alright
Leave my friends with all a mill
Alright
Tell them all it’s not their fault
Alright
Tell my fans they feel like god
Alright

I’m dealin with a lotta pain
I don’t know which way to go
Tell it all to go away
But it be comin back for more
Momma I’ve had enough
Fix this
Sometimes it’s just too much
Fix this

I feel weak when I cry
But I just been strong too long
Please just make it stop
Sleep is my only escape
From all of the pain
But I hardly ever sleep
Cuz I have nightmares daily
I feel crazy
Rock a fake smile
What I see is not what they see
New York City I was ballin in a penthouse
Never saw this comin needa call my mom and vent now

I’m dealin with a lotta pain
I don’t know which way to go
Tell it all to go away
But it be comin back for more
Momma I’ve had enough
Fix this
Sometimes it’s just too much
Fix this

Devil breathin down my neck
I can’t lie I’ve thought about death
I think that I need to let go
Happiness is all that I show
What a show
What a show
What a show

I’m dealin with a lotta pain
I don’t know which way to go
Tell it all to go away
But it be comin back for more
Momma I’ve had enough
Fix this
Sometimes it’s just too much
Fix this

NOBODY KNOWS

Mask up my pain
Hold back my tears
I’m going insane
Nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I’m going insane
Nobody knows

I take another shot
Tryna just forget all the negative
Devil laughin meanwhile god explaining the benefits
Listen financial freedom
Come and go as you please
Arenas packed out
Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees
You got your mom a house
Yea I know it seems bitter sweet
Because your parents separated
You thought money sewed seams
And now you think it’s your fault
You enabled the breakup
But that’s the power of money now you just funding the makeup
With the same tool that brought it down
Tell the waiter I don’t want no ice
I just want tequila
I don’t want it watered down
Everything I bought for y’all
I figured that I bought a crown
I figured that you know that you can get it since I got it now
I saw this goin differently
I be lookin at the 7 year old me like don’t come visit me
The public took the fun away
You’ve been robbed of all of your innoncence
I’m talkin to myself I hope I’m listening

Mask up my pain
Hold back my tears
I’m going insane
Nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I’m going insane
Nobody knows

Juggling the inside and outside heavy
I might call a ex chick and drink some henny
Starting off my day with some shit already
Answering the phone like I’m pissed already
Media is lyin gettin used to it
Crucifying me I needa crucifix
Guess I look the part so I might as well
Heavens where you get when you fight thru the hell
People keep slandering but I can’t respond
Because if I do y’all call me crazy say my focus is wrong
I’m feelin fed up yea
This isn’t natural no
Keep it together let it fall apart in music
I can’t let them see the pain
When I’m the one that gets them thru it
This some real life shit
Sometimes I feel like shit

Mask up my pain
Hold back my tears
I’m going insane
Nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I’m going insane
Nobody knows

[Intro]
Monsta’s gon’ tear it up

[Verse 1]
All she ever wanted was my heart to hurt
No attachments, just a Gucci purse
She know I’m mad rich, she think I’m usin’ her
My diamonds mad rich, they so rude to her
And the way I’m actin’ is all due to her
If I think she thottin’, I’m gon’ do it first
I’m gon’ call my side bitch and we gon’ do the work
She know I’m from Highbridge, my chain show through the shirt
The feds locked my man up, free Montana
Damn, all he ever wanted was his bands up
They gave him 10 years for nothin’, keep your head up
If any niggas start to fret, nigga, lay ’em out
Just listen to all my tracks
‘Cause I don’t wanna do no interviews, I’m not into that
And I be feelin’ like I’m Malcolm, I got the X on my back
And every nigga in the X can vouch for me, that’s a fact
I dropped my first mixtape and yeah, that shit ran laps
By the time I dropped The Bigger Artist, like seven million in plaques
Got too much gold, I’m way too smart to leave my crib without straps
And any nigga run up on us gon’ get hit like that
And I’ma be like nigga started what I started
Skinny nigga with a Patek and a Pyrex
Any nigga could get embarrassed, come and try it
Any nigga could get a bad bitch, just go and buy shit

[Chorus]
I know, I know
You’re just like all the bitches I know
Why do you know all the bitches I know?
I think we’re better off as rivals, yeah
I know, I know
Why do you know all the bitches I know?
You’re just like all the bitches I know
You’re just like all my fuckin’ rivals, yeah

[Verse 2]
And I know, I know
You’re just like all the bitches I know
Insecure, so you got that lipo
I feel like I’m the rappin’ Michael, yeah
I think I’m better off without you
And you think I don’t know about the things you do
But I do all the same fuckin’ things you do
We are both the same, I am just like you, yeah
I know that you get in your feelings, baby, me too
Sometimes I swear I say some shit that I don’t mean to
I make you feel a type of way, I make you evil
When I was broke, they used to treat me like I’m see-through
They killed my nigga Quado in the projects
And then they killed Beasty, free PeeWee
I swear to God, somebody better die next
And if it’s one of my niggas, nigga, free me