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[Verse 1]
If I’m giving you the cold shoulder
That’s closure, needed someone to hold
But we both had our own motives
Never told him that mine was to stay alone

[Pre-Chorus]
And you don’t belong to me
So you don’t have to let me go
Doesn’t always have to be something more

[Chorus]
I’ll be on my way
I’ll be on my way
I’m no good if I stay
So I’ll be on my way, my way

[Verse 2]
I feel it for a moment
In the moment, I feel it ’til it’s gone
I don’t care if you want this
Being honest, I don’t know what I want

[Pre-Chorus]
And you don’t belong to me
You were never mine before
So it doesn’t need to be something more

[Chorus]
I’ll be on my way
I’ll be on my way
I’m no good if I stay
So I’ll be on my way, my way

[Outro]
I’ll be on my way
I’ll be on my way
I’m no good if I stay
So I’ll be on my way, my way

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[Verse]
Yeah, I think about it quite often, I wonder if you can hear me
Sometimes I pick up on signs that you sent to show that you’re near me
Sometimes I think about life after death and question the theories
I miss your smile and your voice, I still remember it clearly
I wrote a song called “Last Letter,” I put the volume on max
I wonder if you look down on my life and get a good laugh
And then tell Grandma and the others that you’re proud you’re my Dad
I wish I’d cherished every single fuckin’ moment we had
Now it’s too late, so many things I wish I said, just never had time to say
How can you feel so close from a million miles away?
It’s crazy what can change in a year, a month, or a day
I know I’m flawed and so “perfect” is somethin’ I never claim
They say, “The strongest storms show the strongest roots”
I always knew that one lie could change a hundred truths
I always cherished when you told me, “I believe in you”
I hope that you can forgive me for how I treated you
Thinkin’ back, I blamed you for all of my fuckin’ demons
You drank another bottle, could never fathom the reasons
It took too long to get you the help that you really needed
One day when I win a Grammy, I hold it up, so you see it
I promise, I know you know I’m a man of my word
Lately feelin’ less and less adapted to handling hurt
Actin’ like they know my fuckin’ life ’cause they’re fans of my work
Others are nice to get what they want ’cause they’re fans of my worth
Can’t tell the real from the fake, can’t tell the fake from the real
Broken and empty inside, told me in time I would heal
OCD wreckin’ my brain, I don’t want nothin’ the same
Dropped the whole album at once, write it all over again
Write it all over again, write it all over again
Feel like I’m goin’ insane, want to feel good for a change
I keep ignorin’ the pain, there is nobody to blame
Tell me they love me for me, then they throw dirt on my name, damn
“The darkest nights make the brightest stars”
I tell myself that every time I feel like life gets hard
We’ve come a long fuckin’ way since our “Kindest Regards”
And still I feel like my whole life is just waitin’ to start
I could’ve lost it all in that crash, the lights flash
It’s feelin’ like something’s jabbed in my back
The car’s spinnin’, my whole body’s cut and covered in glass
And when we stop, I see my stomach slowly turnin’ to black
That made me realize my whole life is truly fragile at best
Sometimes I stress until I physically feel pain in my chest
I ruminate, that’s like my mind is always stuck on reset
I heard my Grandma’s fightin’ cancer, Mom just sent me a text
I know we always butted heads and never saw eye-to-eye
But at this rate, I’ve seen too many in my family die
Apologize for holding grudges, such a waste of my time
So I just wanna say “I love you” while you’re here and alive
Some people don’t know the difference of being human and human-being
I’m only lettin’ things inside my life, now they give it meaning
I’m only lettin’ things inside my mind, now they keep me dreaming
I’m only lettin’ things inside my heart, now they keep it beating
That’s real
Yeah

[Outro]
Dan told me, “Jump on this beat and let it all spill”
I wonder if I lost it all if they would call still
Some people tend to forget, but I know we all feel
I put my soul on display and that’s what they call “real”
Stop holdin’ on, if it’s holding you back, then let it go
Your grass will always be the greenest if you let it grow
They said I’ll never be anything, guess you never know
No matter how far we’d go, we started at Nevers Road
Nevers Road

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[Verse 1: Witt Lowry]
Yeah
His name is Tom, but his friends call him T
Been going to bed at three, he’s barely been gettin’ sleep
Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see
Spends his time on the poster, people he wants to be
He needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic
Influencers out here influencin’ him
Don’t realize that they’re not influencin’ shit
But to buy some more products to make them more rich Motherfuckers
Tom wants attention
Don’t realize real life is worth more than his mentions
He’s stressin’, works nine-to-five just to pay for his pension
He questions his purpose, feels low, so he posts to suppress it
Let the comments rain
A bunch of people leavin’ likes, but don’t know his name
A bunch of people leavin’ likes, but don’t know his pain
The biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, fuck
His self-worth is tied to an app
Another day, another panic attack
Another person on his pics remindin’ him of everything that he lacks
He doesn’t cry, so instead he just laughs and says

[Chorus: WHATEVER WE ARE]
“I feel the push and the pull
Evil in my head won’t go
I’ve been here before
Think I need help, I know
‘Cause I don’t feel myself no more
When I could never close these doors
And my head is so alone
Never felt this far from home”

[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]
Yeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue
Got pregnant, had a baby last June
She should be over the moon
But lately she’s been feelin’, it’s hard and harder to move
She struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew
But she’s supposed to be a mom, shit
Her feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit
And everyone keeps congratulating her like she just won a fuckin’ Grammy
Since her granny passed away, she’s been an inch away from lost it
Went to bed nauseous, woke up feelin’ nauseous
Can barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment
Went online for help, but all she found was people talk shit
Her baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn
Was havin’ kids a mistake? Heh
No one admits it, even if they relate
She hits a feeling that she’s better replaced
Been gettin’ high and drinkin’ wine just to get through a day
Just too much on her plate, doctors tell her just to take more pills
Tried one, she don’t like how it feels
Knows that people have it worse, but it doesn’t make her pain less real
Tells her friends, time will hopefully heal, ’cause

[Chorus: WHATEVER WE ARE]
I feel the push and the pull
Evil in my head won’t go
I’ve been here before
Think I need help, I know
‘Cause I don’t feel myself no more
When I could never close these doors
And my head is so alone
Never felt this far from home

[Verse 3: Witt Lowry]
Yeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt
He started makin’ music just to show ’em he can spit
Make a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip
Proved to everyone who doubted him that he could make it big
Muhfucker’s on the way, uses pain to paint the people his picture
The ones that want the most of, they never started off with ya
Somehow he hasn’t gone off and lost himself into liquor
Or sold his soul for a playlist to play his shit, can you picture this?
Almost losing your sister, then you losing your dad
Then you losing your love or the love that you thought you had
Then you losing yourself writing “Losing You,” calling MAX
You’re blessed and you fuckin’ know it, feel bad for just feelin’ bad, but
He’s scared that everyone will use him
Every day is more a product and less and less of a human
Lately he’s been feelin’ like Truman, would people care if they lose him?
They criticize, but can’t help playing him the music, I feel the–

[Chorus: WHATEVER WE ARE]
I feel the push and the pull
Evil in my head won’t go
I’ve been here before
Think I need help, I know
‘Cause I don’t feel myself no more
When I could never close these doors
And my head is so alone
Never felt this far from home
‘Cause I don’t feel myself no more
When I could never close these doors
And my head is so alone
Never felt this far from home

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[Verse 1]
I know I need to learn to live with all the things I can’t change
I hate the fact that I feel nothing or I’m reeling in pain
I need to shake this fucking habit, so I try, but I can’t
And I look down on all the addicts when we’re one and the same
Remember back, I’m pushin’ twenty, those were simpler times
That’s when we met, and ever since you’re never far from my mind
I broke my ankle playin’ ball, and so it’s you I’m prescribed
And even through all of the pain, you make me feel I could fly
A couple weeks, and now you’re gone and now I’m feelin’ distress
I always wanted to feel something, maybe nothing is best
My friends and family started question if I’m feelin’ depressed
But I don’t really give a damn, just put me back on the meds
I’ve been lost in my head
My homie Jack said he dealt with the same shit
He said he started drinkin’ to deal with the pain quick
All you need is a fifth and it’s cool to remain lit
So he handed me a bottle, said, “Take about eight sips”
I’m faded, but I wanna feel straight numb
So I drink the rest of the bottle, liquor burnin’ my gums
Woke up the next day at around a quarter to one
My peers would say that “Man I had fun—right?”

[Chorus]
I’ve been lyin’, I’ve been sayin’ I’m fine
But I’ve been feeling low and I don’t know why
Another night, I feel empty inside
Now bottle after bottle of whatever I find
Feel the weight lift off me
Someone tell my mom I’m sorry
I don’t wanna lie, I’ve been losin’ my mind
They tell me “Take a pill” until I feel alright

[Verse 2]
The present day been feelin’ sick, think I’m just bidin’ my time
I take a shot of somethin’ strong to keep that shit off my mind
All my friends started families and they left you behind
And here I am drinkin’ any can or bottle I find
My body took you in as blood and so we’re never apart
Some real shit, you the closest someone’s been to my heart
But just like everything I love, you fuckin’ tear me apart
Just like everything I love, you fuckin’ tear me apart
I wanna be there for my son, daughter, wife—I mean my ex-wife now
I guess that time really flies when you’re drunk on the couch
I wanna shake this fuckin’ habit, I just don’t know how
So you would love to see me sick until I almost drown
And so you keep me on the brink of barely livin’ and death
As long as I’m alive, yeah, you know you’re gettin’ my cheque
You pray my son and daughter will follow me in my steps
You’ll create our loves a fact that I’m broke and broken and dead
Can go a day without food, I can’t go a day without you
When I try, I get the shakes ’til my face turnes blue
Lost my job, wife, life for a bottle of booze
You promised you would make me happy, we know that’s not true
I tried every drug in the book, but they never hit me the same
I told my doc that I’m down, he put some pills in my name
It doesn’t matter the problem, the fix is always the same
Always takin’ the easy route, like I’m never willin’ to change, damn
Now blamin’ everybody but me
With you inside my system, everybody used to love me
But now my friends, family, my kids, they can’t even trust me
Been losin’ all my control and I let you fuckin’ become me
No more! I said no fuckin’ more!
I know you think I’m lyin’, I said this to you before
This time I’m fuckin’ ready, it’s time to show you the door
This life is mine and never was yours!

[Chorus]
I’ve been lyin’, I’ve been sayin’ I’m fine
But I’ve been feelin’ low and I don’t know why
Another night, I feel empty inside
Now bottle after bottle of whatever I find
Feel the weight lift off me
Someone tell my mom I’m sorry
I don’t wanna lie, I’ve been losin’ my mind
They tell me “Take a pill” until I feel alright

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[Verse 1]
The days are never long enough, my phone is always on six percent
But please just call me back when you get this message
I don’t think I’m strong enough to bare this baggage
I don’t think I’m the one
But I appreciate you for saying that

[Bridge]
Fall, I fall, I fall again
On and on until the end
Fall, I fall, I fall again
On and on until the end

[Verse 2]
Oh, when you get down to
When you fall down
And everything around
It’s just one big fuckin’ joke
It might not be today It might not be tomorrow
But somewhere down the backroads that we call life you’ll see
It’s who we are
It’s who we are
Spin me around, blindfold and all
And act like you never met me
Kept me around like a nail in the wall
Just like [?] the night you left me

[Outro]
It’s who we are
It’s who we are